6:18am currently.i dont feel like sleeping.ahahahha and i guess i just cant ditch blogger afterall.ok actually i got nothing to blog about just that i feel like blogging.so yeah mind the random post.went skating yesterday at bishan.started out kinda great.after that somewhere in the evening i shift over from skating at park to the bowl.the most fucked up thing was that i was droping in then i misplace my foot and end up bailing.worst thing is that i my left ankle was twist as i slide into the bowl.i end up lying in the center of the bowl.hahaha.when i tried to walk out of the bowl,the bone at my big toe was in pain then i actually have to force myself to endure the pain.sit nearby and take a look at my leg.the bone was somehow popping out abit from its normal position.when i try to push it,OUCHHHHHHHHH!!!!fucking pain.so i end up sitting down.then i happen to try to skate abit,did heelflip,able to pop and land.but the landing but can feel the pain like fuck.then bus down to amk.eat then train down to civic to lepak.after that head home. so lets talk about life now.so yeah i still think my life is boring right now.i dont seem to be smoking alot like i used to.something i miss doing uh.hahahaha.another i miss is love.ahahah random right?not actually.i honestly miss the feeling of loving someone and being loved.but yeah cant help it.people like me nowdays dont really given the chance to love.hhahaha.lets put love aside uh for the time being.work?nah,not a chance.school holidays period,no vacancy even for part-time job.fucking unfair.those still schooling just fucking concentrate on school can?dont be a tough guy want to work.let those who in need of job work.HAH!screw you.family?so far so good.just that sometimes arguement between mom and brother will occur.other than that we're just doing our own stuff.fucking hell NS letter came like a few days ago.I dont wanna go NS please.someone please kidnap me and fly out of the country.hahahaha.countdown?whats the plan sachok?update me the actual plan of the day asap.for those who know that i have a hp just text me if theres no way to update me.new year resolution?hahahahah,for me to know for you to find out aite?i have to many but i will only try to achieve the one that is really needed.something which i really wanted to achieve this year,will have to go on next year.remember ielah,i told you once that if i fail to achieve it by end of this year theres a high possibility of me not wanting it anymore?i've changed my mind.im not gonna be unfair to others.everyone deserve a chance right?7 months to go.fucking legal!gonna enroll for bike license as soon as the clock strike 12midnight of 10july2010!!!!!2months 14 days.who wanna celebrate with me?hahahaha.sadly i dont think i want to celebrate either.its my sister birthday on that day.she's 7 coming to 8 and not even one of her birthday i was present.gonna be there for her 8th birthday next year.too many plans for 2010?not really just that im rushing stuff before im gone for 2years being (N)ot (S)afe.HAHAHAHAHA.ok i guess this is one real long and random post for the morning.will be out to wdlands later on in the afternoon.gonna be home late and gonna be sleeping early.1 more day to the fucking end of a miserable year.i'll update again once im back from countdown.see you all next year.Happy New Year!!!!
About Me
shahfiq:
not those typical malays you see at the void deck.I'm a smoker but not a drinker,I skate and skating is lifestyle
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