I just got home from sentosa.had a great night with sachoks.not really in the mood to eleborate what happen and such.im kinda sad right now cause of someone's blog.i happen to read it at the wrong timing for sure.i should have read it like yesterday or something.im kinda disappointed with my life.idk why im going through all this right now.it seems like im not given a chance in life.not even for the slightest thing.and im fucking disappointed about it.i honestly feel like giving up right now.but i cant,cause im a man who is true to his words.and i mean it i will show it to you im better no matter what.maybe im jerk just because of that thing.but you have more to see about me.ahhhhhhhhhh idk idk idk idk.i just need someone right now to knock sense into me.why why why why?!!!!why must it fucking happen to me?!!!!!!ahhhhhhhhh fuck fuck fuck fuck(perangai fir).Im honestly stress right now especially with this heavy head.idk what to do.idk how to do anything right.cause everything i do in every way,seems wrong in everyone's eye.including you. eversince you talk about him,i feel like giving up. but i dont want to,cause i honestly wanna prove to you what i say. i may be a jerk and do that thing at you, but thats just the bad part of me. theres more to see in me,trust me.
About Me
shahfiq:
not those typical malays you see at the void deck.I'm a smoker but not a drinker,I skate and skating is lifestyle
msn:shafreak@live.com
shahfiq:
not those typical malays you see at the void deck.I'm a smoker but not a drinker,I skate and skating is lifestyle
msn:shafreak@live.com