this gonna be a quick post cause i've got like 5mins to blog.so yeah,i've been gone for some times from everything and i've reflected things about myself.i admit that i've been a jerk to some people or most people.and yes i hope to change for the better.maybe i've been spending too much time doing things i shouldnt do.eventhough i dont smoke that much anymore since i've planned on stop smoking.maybe skating everyday doesnt seem to be a good thing too.whenever i skate,i dont go home.and yes i do miss home.miss talking to my mom,miss bullying my younger sister.and it seems like i've forgotten most of my friends.friends who were there for me when i need help.maybe its too late to regret this.cyra,im sorry for treating you badly after all the times you help me.those words i said about you,i know im wrong to say it.yes i do regret saying those things about you.im really2 sorry for doing those things.im such a bad friend for you.i miss chatting with you like we use to.maybe its too late but im just letting out.maybe those things wont be the same anymore.Kat,im sorry for leaving you.i just hope to talk to you one day and let you know why i did that.if you were to say i've never love you,thats a total lie.if i didnt love you at all,i would be saying to myself that i still love you eventhough we're not together anymore and i wont be missing you.i just hope things will be back like how it was.i know its impossible for it to happen.maybe it wont happen at all.i just wanna apologise to both of you.i admit im a jerk.im really sorry :(
About Me
shahfiq:
not those typical malays you see at the void deck.I'm a smoker but not a drinker,I skate and skating is lifestyle
msn:shafreak@live.com