YOOOOOOOO!im sleepy,but i cant sleep.so i got bored just now and called bby up.looooooool.see im so nice/sweet/everything to give u a wake up call and just wanted to tell u imy.well imy badly.im not sure if tonight im gonna ton at around ur place.cause im kinda sleepy and idk if im gonna get money or not.the purpose of blogging early in morning is because i wanna let things out about someone.after the thinkings and stuffs.i realise that i am at fault.but u are too.after reading this post u will know who this someone is.its not about bby for sure.cause things between us seems to be ok or should i say good?fighting has been reduce.looooooool!ok lets continue with the post:
idk whats happening between us.its like we are drifting apart.damn apart.i dont see a need for us to fight over small stuffs.jealousy?no,i dont have a reason to be jealous of.its just im abit disappointed with u.its like slowly after time pass,i realise that im not recieving text msgs from u asking me whether i want lepak?or turon?or anything related with going out.well i do admit that i dont really spend time with u like how we use to last time.but do u ask me out?i was hoping for a text msg asking me whether im going for couple or sallys from u,do u know that?even if its not a text msg,a msg from msn will do too.but no.instead i approach u.just because i said "oh ok.have" u started the fight.by being sarcastic with me.if u want to know.sarcasm is the cause behind the fight between me and Kat.cause why?i fucking hate sarcasm.and the way u do those things: block,unblock,type,block,unblock,type on repeat till idk how long,it just irritate me.thats why i called u coward.cause ur actions shows that u dont even dare to talk me,somehow.maybe u thought the way i said "oh ok.have fun" was suppose to be sarcasm,but no.i wasnt being sarcastic for the record.and i was seriously expecting a "u turon or not?" cause thats what u always asked me.but this time i guess i expected something that wont happen.so yeah,im just disappointed.i even got damn angry with u and i didnt sit with the skinhead cause u were there.i told aslam that i wouldnt want to lepak with the skinheads if u are there.and to think of it.my actions were damn evil.its just proving that im forgetting about my friends.i admit that im wrong.maybe im just lacking of spending time u guys.but the main thing is u.do u even put in effort to text me,asking me if im going down to lepak or not?and whenever we happen to have arguement or something,u usually putting the blame on me.am i really that bad as u think i am?maybe i am?maybe im not?idk?i just wish we could be close like we use to be.im really sorry for all my wrong doing.hope u would forgive me?i seriously miss how we use u to be close.spending time on weekdays,go shopping together,and everything else.i seriously miss that norahshahira bte rahmat badly.no matter how we fight or argue,u will always be my bff.no matter what.
bby tkmo jealous ok.ily more than u ever think.sumpah posting this post emosi rabak!blh nangis sia.k no.i dont cry.kan bby?hahahahaha isap uh shahfiq _|_.i just hope everything gonna be ok back after today.and one more thing to add to list.BAHA!tolong la turon kembali kepada scene.aku rindu kau nak mampos.tkde kau,aku mcm tkde arah tujuan kau tau tk.tkde kau,aku dgn norah slalu gado kau tau tk?ni semue salakau!hahaha k tk.salah kau.kau hilang kan diri,bnyk bende jadi.skrg aku nak kau turon balik.make sure this saturday aku nmpk muke kau.hahahha yg ni emosi juge,marah pulak.hahahaha.ok bye,nak tdo jap lepas tu nak gi skate.skating = stress free!k bye,wansuey <3